ok so, Hey all im not sure if any of you will remember me but if you do, Great ! Ok So after help from ALOT of great people that helped me along my bodybuilding journey Thank you so much for your time and support
Im 18 80kgs and 5"11 and this is will be a long read but try to bear with me though it, so after seeing videos of Arnold, Vin diesel, Lou, Zyzz, Josef rakich, Etc all those people i decided i wanted to have a body i was proud of, i wanted to be a bodybuilder and a personal trainer..1 year and half later im not making that much progress im working so much harder then other people Hell i use to Eat at gym if i couldn't make my meals i go on hoilday and come back from it 5 days off and im down from my 25KG dumbbell press too 15kgs but i had some problems with squatting, i cant raise my hands above my head and back pain..so i go to see my doctor, he doesn't know whats wrong...just gives me a puzzled look and says its my scapula...sadly it wasn't. i get referred to surgeon one of the best in Melbourne (Australia) he didn't really know either, they make me see a neurosurgeon..
Thinking this wouldn't be a GREAT thing maybe a couple month out of gym i was all good, we go in and he test's my muscles and body...sadly i have a diesese Called "FHS-MD" Aka Facioscapulohumeral muscular dystrophy. that one moment..shot down my dream's and career the funny thing is..i seem to have a diesese that affects my muscles...theirs 1000000's of other ones but i get this one? DA FUCK!!!!!. Sadly there is no cure, and the earliest progress well they just tested it in rats...so ITS ALONG way..
looking it up showed "Fhs slows and at times stops the muscle recovery" Seem like all the time training everyday, day in and out, eating perfectly..was a massive waste..one sense it wasn't but in one it hurt really bad now you are all wondering why im posting in the steroids while researching i asked my doctor they understand why i would want to hop on steroids but as a doctor they cant approve it..but they cant even pull my shoulder up until im in AMAZING AMOUNT OF PAIN currently i do have bone on bone in my left shoulder...walking for more then 50 mins at a time gives me the most unbearable back pain u can imagine.. As a 18 year old it seems like asking for a decent body after putting in ALL the work seems like a decent request, but it seems to most its just "Image" it wasn't for me it was a dream i dreamed of having that 6 pack, pecs, arms, being skinny for most of my life and i was sick of it...still am.
So neurosurgeon did say "Anabolic steroids" Would help with muscle mass but your 18 and we dont want to put you on them even low dosges because your male and just deal with it basically he couldn't give me a real answer to why he couldn't..he wouldn't understandable. im asking for your help about steroids any info would be great and i know a 18 year that 80kgs your all gonna to say "Dont bother ETC" But ive physically reached my gene limit which wasnt alot honestly, this is my last resort.. :\
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Im 18 80kgs and 5"11 and this is will be a long read but try to bear with me though it, so after seeing videos of Arnold, Vin diesel, Lou, Zyzz, Josef rakich, Etc all those people i decided i wanted to have a body i was proud of, i wanted to be a bodybuilder and a personal trainer..1 year and half later im not making that much progress im working so much harder then other people Hell i use to Eat at gym if i couldn't make my meals i go on hoilday and come back from it 5 days off and im down from my 25KG dumbbell press too 15kgs but i had some problems with squatting, i cant raise my hands above my head and back pain..so i go to see my doctor, he doesn't know whats wrong...just gives me a puzzled look and says its my scapula...sadly it wasn't. i get referred to surgeon one of the best in Melbourne (Australia) he didn't really know either, they make me see a neurosurgeon..
Thinking this wouldn't be a GREAT thing maybe a couple month out of gym i was all good, we go in and he test's my muscles and body...sadly i have a diesese Called "FHS-MD" Aka Facioscapulohumeral muscular dystrophy. that one moment..shot down my dream's and career the funny thing is..i seem to have a diesese that affects my muscles...theirs 1000000's of other ones but i get this one? DA FUCK!!!!!. Sadly there is no cure, and the earliest progress well they just tested it in rats...so ITS ALONG way..
looking it up showed "Fhs slows and at times stops the muscle recovery" Seem like all the time training everyday, day in and out, eating perfectly..was a massive waste..one sense it wasn't but in one it hurt really bad now you are all wondering why im posting in the steroids while researching i asked my doctor they understand why i would want to hop on steroids but as a doctor they cant approve it..but they cant even pull my shoulder up until im in AMAZING AMOUNT OF PAIN currently i do have bone on bone in my left shoulder...walking for more then 50 mins at a time gives me the most unbearable back pain u can imagine.. As a 18 year old it seems like asking for a decent body after putting in ALL the work seems like a decent request, but it seems to most its just "Image" it wasn't for me it was a dream i dreamed of having that 6 pack, pecs, arms, being skinny for most of my life and i was sick of it...still am.
So neurosurgeon did say "Anabolic steroids" Would help with muscle mass but your 18 and we dont want to put you on them even low dosges because your male and just deal with it basically he couldn't give me a real answer to why he couldn't..he wouldn't understandable. im asking for your help about steroids any info would be great and i know a 18 year that 80kgs your all gonna to say "Dont bother ETC" But ive physically reached my gene limit which wasnt alot honestly, this is my last resort.. :\
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