bababoeyasf
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Ok so i dont really know where else to go with this and im sick of struggling with it in my own head. Im going to save the sugar coating and just make this blunt and real so people get a real idea of whats going on. I have a wife of two years she is beautiful fit loyal and the best wife you could ever ask for she cooks cleans does the dishes i mean no joke shes perfect super laid back doesnt bitch doesnt complain i mean never ever. Since i first met her though i have never been crazy about her. I see all her good qualities and thats why i wanted to date her and evevtually we got married. On paper she is perfect however her personality is kinda DUD. she smiles laughs but never has much to say isnt a deep thinker. I cant ever have a conversation with her on anything political or current events. I am a talker and a thinker and my whole family is so ill get off the phone with my dad talking about some current issue for half hour and then i go home tell her my opinion on it all and shes will go "yeah thats wierd". I mean its always two three words thats all you get out of her. Ive tried to tell her this is an issue she says its just her and its always been her and shes right. The problem is im 28, I love my life. I love coming home to a clean house i love our dogs i love she cooks and does all the choirs. this hurts to say but i dont love her. What do i do? Focus on the good aspects and stay with her or since im young and dont have kids get out of the marriage and find a real love? I have met and loved girls for thier personalities so i know its out there. But i know she will take my dogs who i love to death she will be gone ill be stuck with all the choirs in a lonely house money will be tighter. LONG READ I KNOW SORRY but someone please help. Also because she is perfect and sweet and didnt cheat and im not mad at her and i dont hate her i hate the thought of hurting her and leaving her would hurt her so much. then other days i just want to love someone the way i know i could and i know its never going to be her.